Tina, this is where I put my little bit in. There is no start, no middle and no end. This will be a continuation forever. I have regrets too, like Sassy. We talked on msn a few nights ago, and we both cried. I have tried to contact most of our old friends that may be gone from chat, but are never forgotten. I'm glad that I managed to get in touch with most of them, but also extremely sad that it was in such circumstances. Back to us. Tina and I shared a lot of laughs, she knew me so well, it wasn't often I shocked her - and when I did she'd send me to my corner. Well it wasn't just me..was it? That bloody MrT....he's to blame. But yeah, you'd send him to his too. We talked a lot in private about life, and you gave me a lot of advice. I trusted you with my life. You always told me to hang on in there..and indeed I shall. I can't believe I am never going to speak to you again Tina, I just can't come to terms with that. I will never get to meet you and wear our bikinis and boots in Blackpool...god girl, you were used to the hot weather, you'd be shivering in those I'd tell you..but you wanted to, and we promised to each other we would. We shall one day. You told me that things ARE achievable in life, and I told you 2008 will be my year. I'm keeping everything crossed - keep smiling Tina sweet cheeks........Love and miss you always girl xxxxx Sharon